On My Knees

On my knees is where I wait for you
The air heavy with anticipation
As I wait to worship at your phallus

On my knees is where you find me
Callused hands caress my neck
Hair pulled back roughly at your mercy

On my knees is where you take me
Opening my lips up wide to feed me slow
Then more insistently to take you all the way in

On my knees is where I give control
Letting you push as hard as you like
Letting you pull as gently as you want

On my knees is where I take you deep
Swallow you whole as you come inside
Hold you close as you get back to me slowly

On my knees is where you love me
There is power when I'm on my knees

It Started With Her Legs.....

I first hear the sound of her high heels, walking with that confidence, the clicking making one of the sexiest sounds a beautiful woman can make

As she walks towards me I am taken with her legs, beautiful long legs I'd imagine wrapped around mine. Or better yet, over my shoulders as I appreciate her

She comes and sits beside me, her skirt riding up a little, showing a bit more skin and I am drawn to the shadow between her thighs as she crosses them

I see myself smiling and telling her she is beautiful; see her looking at me quizzically before smiling back

I see me caressing her legs, slowing up & down from her feet to her thighs. See myself opening her up to view the uniqueness that is her and her alone

I will watch her luscious lips as they come out to greet me.  Watch them quiver as I pet and stroke, all the while talking to them, telling them how beautiful they are

I see myself gently pulling them apart to look at her inner lips, licking them a little, spreading the top searching for that button

I’ll approach it slowly, travelling first to the tender spot that is her inner thighs. I will kiss it, lick it with the tip of my tongue, moving closer to her lips and then float away

I will want her to wait in anticipation. I will lick the crease of her thighs, make my way down slowly, nuzzle my face into her brush my lips against her center

I will feel her moving underneath me straining to get a little bit more of me then I’ll put my lips right on top of her clit kissing her gently, then harder

I will gently spread her legs and my tongue will separate her lips running in between layers of plump flesh as I feast on her

I will pull her lips apart and will flick my tongue against her clit quickly, feeling her legs shake I will start to suck gently, then a little harder

I will heed her instructions not to stop and suck harder still. I will slip a finger between her lips, first one and then another

I will speed up when she wants to go faster, slow down when her body tells me to, follow the direction as her body orchestrates

I will feel her body beginning to tremble in pleasure then tensing, I will suck harder then, hanging in there till it’s over, my tongue licking her lips gently now  

I see myself talking to her, stroking her, letting her come all the way down from her high gently  

I snap out of my reverie as she comes and sits beside me with her long beautiful legs, her skirt riding up a little, showing a bit more skin, I lift my eyes up and look at her smiling into those warm brown eyes and I hear myself say, “Hi.............

Think About Me

As I lay in the dark, with the world finally slowing down

Allowing myself to finally take a breath

I have to wonder, do you think about me

Like I think about you

As I close my eyes, letting memories pass

Letting nostalgia wash over me

I have to wonder, do you think about me

Like I think about you

As I remember your voice, whispering in my ear

Telling me I am your weakness

I have to wonder, do you think about me

Like I think about you

As I recollect every caress, your hands on my skin

Of you pulling me closer into you

I have to wonder, do you think about me

Like I think about you

As I recall every gasp for air, to replace what you took

Getting lost in the taste of your kiss

I have to wonder, do you think about me

Like I think about you

As I open my eyes, with my hands between my thighs

Trying to fill the void that you left behind

I have to wonder, do you think about me

Like I think about you

Hopeful Words

As I sit back and read through the words
Reading into things, analysing and over-analysing
Wondering if I missed anything not said
I realise I had hope, unexpected hope
Hope against realities set in place by others
Hope in face of impracticalites I had no control of
Hope that the words would translate
Translate into much more than what they were
I try to fight it, kill it, to hide it
But it doesn't go away, it keeps reigniting
So I throws the words away, hoping they go to oblivion
Wishing my mind erases them, no longer able to recall
Recall the words that give such impossible hope
Because no matter how beautiful these words are
No matter how sincere
The sentiment remains the same

I don't want you.

Smiles For Him

He makes me smile
I hate to admit it, but he makes me smile
Bright silly smiles that chase the blues away
Smiles that keep me warm in the cold
Smiles that show I trust when I don't want to

At the most inappropriate times he makes me smile
Smiles that help the hurt pride refuses to show
Smiles that keep people guessing
Secret smiles meant only for him
Smiles that show love even when I try to hide it

And even when he's making me cry, he makes me smile

Longing

You make me miss things I'd rather not miss

Miss the sense of belonging

Miss long nights of just being held

Miss conversations of everything and nothing 

You make me feel things I'd rather not feel

Feel like all is right with our world

Feel like I don't have to be so strong all the time

Feel like I can let go a little

You make me do things I'd rather not do

Think of you, thoughts that should be forbidden

Stay with you when I shouldn't be there

Call you just to hear your voice

You make me want things I can't have

You make me want you

Dancer's Voyeur

Every beat of the drums is felt in her heart

The strumming of the guitar strings pulls at her very being

The rich, warm, complex sounds of the saxophone flows through her

The music surrounding, embracing pulling her deeper into a trance

The music promising to make you forget everything else but the moment and her

Her eyes close, lost in the rhythm surrendering to the rising crescendo

The heart, body and soul dancing to the sensual rhythmic beat in sync

The sway of hips moving slowly as the drums slowed, undulating as it speeds up

Sweat glistening on skin, head thrown back in pure abandon letting passion show

Her body pulses messages the watchers are only too happy to receive

The music slows but she doesn’t stop, her message now subtle but still understood  

Eyes open at the end of the song, now aware of those affected by her movements

Sadness the moment is over, excitement for what next to come

Who received the message and who will respond

The voyeur's role over, participation now welcome